So we were an accident, you'll always be my favorite one

I'm at the tail end of an long weekend full of friends and fun. I'm kind of brain dead and tired at the end of it all but I'm trying to be as coherent as possible at the moment.

Thursday and Friday were good times but Saturday was a crazy awesome mardi gras party with all of my favorite people.

I wish this night didn't end

The party was packed the whole night, and everyone that we wished would show up, actually did. It was a real growing experience, because it was one of the first parties in Austin I've been to where the point wasn't to make a fool of yourselves or "meet" as many people as possible. It was about being with people that you love to be around and just living in the moment. More people need to have nights like these. It would be so much nicer of a world to live in.
Hunter, Jacob and I went apartment hunting for a little bit. We didn't make much progress but we have a good idea of what we want. Hopefull things will work themselves out and we'll get the place we want for the price we want. Maybe we'll go big......

Yeah. I didn't think so either.

Well spring break begins on Friday, and today is technically Monday, so that means in only a week until we'll be in Port Aransas. Awesome.

I guess a good topic of discussion for tonight would be the opposite sex. And girls.

Its true what a lot of dumb people say. You can be yourself around someone you like, and yes, she will probably like you for being yourself and not haveta to go and make things so complicateddddd. Avril aside, sometimes there are things that are out of your control that might make the situation a little difficult.

One of the worst feelings a guy can go through is knowing that his role in a girl's life has already been predetermined by external factors that occured long before he ever had a say in the matter.

(For all of you really smart people: It sucks when she's had a boyfriend since way before you even met her)

I think its just the helplessness involved is what makes the situation the worst. If you had a chance and messed up along the way, that's on you. But knowing that there's nothing you could have ever done just....sucks.

I don't really know if I have the qualifications to be speaking on the matter. I just know that sometimes it irks me like it might some of you. I have a really funny picture of Tony that most people have already seen that I was going to use for comic relief. Guess that just went down the drain.

Misc facts...

My grandfather recently had a heart attack (he's okay), and it made me think about how our lives move so much quicker than we anticipate it to. Cherish everything.

I have two tests, two papers, and a letter to Congress standing in the way of me and spring break. If you ever need to find me this week, I'll be in the library.

My mother is about to send me a check so I can pay for spring break and such. I swear, as soon as I get that check I'm

• getting a clean haircut (to grow out for the summer)
• getting my Dashboard Confessional tickets (front row, or I'll throw kittens)
• eating at a restaurant other than Whataburger
• going to Target and buying cheap t-shirts and flannels

I'm really tired and there's no one left on facebook that I want to talk to. Like I said, find me in the library. It's going down.