More importantly, recent occurences and their aftermath have caused me to mature a little in the last couple of days, and I feel like this level of maturity is going to maintain itself for a good amount of time. I'm still going to be the obnoxious prick that you all make me out to be, but the choices that I make will have more thought put into them, and much less action.
Choices. The choices you make dictate what kind of life you lead. So make the right ones. A choice can turn the radio station from 88.7 to 99.5 (everyone back home gets this and knows that its GAY), but a choice can also land you a life in prison. I feel like I'm coming up short in preaching, but just do yourself and make the right one.
I seriously cannot wait to go apartment hunting this weekend. I've found some nice places for the 3 of us and I kind of just really want to not be in school at the same time.
The human brain doesn't fully develop until you're 25, but I find it kind of funny that most of us are able to think so abstractly before our brains our fully formed. But I feel like most adults don't have some of the abstract thoughts that younger people do (ignorant). Our generation puts so much emphasis on the future that its almost excessive. We constantly worry about what classes we're taking NEXT semester, where we're living NEXT year, what we're going to be doing LATER in life. Sometimes I feel that some of the adults I talk to are just standing on the escaltor of life. Or some of them are caught looking back to the past too much. Nostalgic. That's no way to live a life.
Sleeping, too. I've been getting less and less sleep lately since that 14 hour abomination, and I'm kind of enjoying it. What's the point of life if you're told to try and be asleep for 1/3 of it?
I've been listening to Billie Holiday quite a bit lately. I recommend it. I kind of makes me want to slowdance with someone really slowly. When you're at least over the age of 70. I hope I never forget to do that.
I really hope that my mother oor any of her family see this, but I've decided that I really want a tattoo across my left pectoral. Right now, I want it to say "Never Forget", but in reverse so its legible in a mirror. The quote is just a prototpe right now, but if you want, comment on the facebook post for this with a good quote. I want it to be along the lines of "Never forget where you've been, but never look back." Maybe condensed a little or switched around, but holler at me if you have any ideas. I appreciate it. Or maybe "Remember how hard you've worked." I'm probably just talking nonsense right now.
I went into this post having a lot more to write down than I actually did.
Misc facts....
Some girl on the cheerleading team still has my Blink 182 poster and hasn't made any attempt to return it. I mean, come on now: you know you don't like Blink, and if you do, you're doing a really crappy job of hiding the fact that you do.
^I'm not racist.
^^Well.....
^^^A little.

I have a psych test tomorrow. I have 8 lines of notes regarding the material needed to be known for the test. This is where Bo Burnham comes in with the remark that I have less lines than Whitney Houston's coffee table.
I feel like I have more to talk about.
I'm going to make a another post.
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